Moribund
I know that this sounds morbid but these are the thoughts that go through my mind as I realize my own mortality. Throughout my life I've been spiritual I understand the different ideas of afterlife. There is nirvana which is to die and go on to nothing. Catholicism is about being reincarnated. There are some cultures that do believe if they consume the dead the dead will live on in them. And even further there is nothing after death just a big empty void as was before birth. When I think of reincarnation I think of being raised by someone else not knowing anyone and having to go through growing up again. That is not something I want to do. I want to think that I can still see my loved ones not growing up with new loved ones. It has taken me a long time to write about this I have written down all my thoughts and I think I'm just going to put them here. To organize those thoughts is really hard the reason I decided to do it this way is I was just again reminded in the NCIS sea...